Random Things

The following are random facts about me/things i find interesting

Most Interesting War: Vietnamese War

Ugliest Color: Yellow

Most Interesting Religion to study: Buddhism, Taoism and Hinduism

Languages I Plan On Learning: Japanese, Korean, Vietnamese, Russian, French and Arabic

Political Views: Conservative... but mostly I just believe in reaffirming and reestablishing what the founding fathers of this country had originally setup... i think we need to take a few steps back and go back to our roots.

If I wasn't mormon... I'd be a buddist or some alternative new agey religion.

In another life I was a singer... and in another life I was an author.

I also was an olympic fencer.


I believe that there are moments in life that will define who you are. I think we all sorta= of have our own sets of interests and talents, but our lives go based on which ones we choose to expand, and at what time. I know I could have been an olympic fencer, I'm as sure of it as I am that my eyes are blue. I KNOW I could have been a great singer or musician, I'm as sure of it as I am in the air I breathe. Same goes for some other things in life.

People I Knew | Never Met

Just who can I trust?


there are
those people who you trust,
but don't trust


the ones you'd never betray,
wont even give a thought to you
----> when they stab you in the back ---->|


the ones you put on pedestal
only want to see you f

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l

l


the ones whom you love|are simply lies
"I used to have that problem too"|'not really, but i want you to trust me'


the one you'd D I E for, is only pulling your strings
'would you R E A L L Y do that for me?' he'll challenge
and once you prove you're worth he'll R U N for the hills
because he can't S T A Y
when you mean N O T H I N G to him
and when you are H U R T now because of this
he'll just L A U G H and say "what else did you expect?"
and you can't lay B L A M E to anyone but you
because you S I N N E D and he didn't
and he'll say "I'm G U I L T L E S S unlike you"
and he's the one... in G O D S grace... undisgraced


then there are the righteous.. in my eyes at least
but really they're only liars and thief's


Then there's her...
I'd never met her before
never saw her face
yet she has power I don't
she bends and lies to them all
tells my secrets with twists

but,
"oh no she would never do that!"
if she isn't how come we hear her talking

"leave her out of this, she did nothing at all!"
really? I never mentioned anything to you about her..

"you're hurting her feelings, she never said anything!"
why is she so hurt, I haven't ever spoken to her!

"her brother is a liar"
my bffs brother is anything but!


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not meant to make a whole lot of sense. i'm sick, and tired and have a lot on my mind >> at 3 AM >> BLA!